What is your hobby? Why do you enjoy it?
This. This is my hobby. Writing. There’s nothing that I enjoy as much as writing, except reading a good book. I’ve always made it a hobby. I started writing when I was twelve, and I spent all my free time in my room, writing stories in journals. I enjoyed it, because it was the one place I felt like I belonged. The characters in my stories were people I could relate to. The storylines were things I was interested in. And I felt that I could speak my mind without judgement. I don’t have a way with words when it comes to speaking. But when I put those words on the page, it’s different. I know my voice, and that means something to me.
I have found multiple ways to write.. I used to only write stories. When I expanded beyond, taking workshops in nonfiction and in poetry, I found that I could express my thoughts even more. I wanted to.
I don’t understand a lot about the world, and I don’t always know how to express myself to that same world, but I can express myself in the page. I enjoy it most because, when my thoughts are written on the page, I know who I am.
It’s also just therapeutic. I can express my feelings in poetry. I can escape the world and fall into a fictional world full of characters that I love. It’s the same feeling I get when reading a book, only I get to create the words, and I love that just as much.
Write a poem using someone else’s biggest fear as the title
Unable to look beyond the fear
That I could never let someone else in —
As if staring into another’s eyes can be
Unable to hold a gaze.
And I ask myself why —
Am I afraid of letting someone else see me?
Am I afraid of allowing myself to
Open up to another?
To Trust someone?
How can I if I can’t take the time
To hold another’s gaze?
We all sometimes feel —
It’s enough to allow the feeling to stop
The need to feel —
Is it easier to write by plotting out the story or free writing?
I personally find it easier to free write. It’s hard for me to plot things out, because I never end up writing the way I planned to. That comes with allowing the piece to write itself. You can tell yourself it’s going to go one way, but when you start writing, the piece might not have the same plan.
I have tried on many different occasions to outline a story, to write character sheets, and to plan. But every time, I change things, my characters don’t fit, and I get bored because the scenes in between large plot points feel boring. I like to just let the story write itself. I like to develop a character by writing their reaction to scenes and allow them to be a part of the plot, not to force them into it.
But I knew that doesn’t work for everyone.. Some people need to outline and plan, and that’s cool too. I wish I had the discipline to plan something and stick to it, but I just don’t. I lose interest in a piece if I know too much ahead of time. I’ve seen some very well developed outline from other writers and it’s impressive, but I think it’s easier storing those characters in my head, until they’re on the page.
Do you like to be alone or do you like to have company?
I think it depends on my mood. Really, I think we can all agree with that. No one likes to feel lonely, but sometimes people do like to be alone. There are a lot of times, at the end of the day, that I just want some down town with myself. I like to unwind and watch Netflix or Youtube videos. Other times, especially when I’m camping with family, I like staying up late and having deep conversations about anything. It just depends on my mood and where I am.
My days are like that too. Some days, I don’t feel like being around people or I just don’t feel like talking much. And other days, if I’m not around people much, I do end up feeling lonely.
It’s a weird concept when you think about it. I feel like the people we are around can change our moods, and the lack of people in our lives can change our moods too. We rely on human contact to keep us happy, but sometimes we don’t have to. And that’s okay. We spend so much of our time relying on the opinion of others and doing what others want us to do, that we forget to live for ourselves. We need that time alone to remind us who we are and what we want as individuals.
How do you stop yourself from procrastinating when it comes to writing?
I don’t think there is a way to stop it. I think sometimes we need to take our time doing something, because we can’t force ourselves to do something we don’t want to do or aren’t ready to do. I do that almost every other day as a write. Sometimes I have things I need to get off my chest, and other days I’m just not in the mood. I ran into that problem just this week. I was out of town and my schedule became unpredictable. I kept telling myself that I needed to write, but I just didn’t feel like it. I needed a few days to get away from it and clear my head. I needed to, because I try not to force myself to write, when I don’t know what to say. A piece should be able to write itself. If it’s forced, then it’s not going to have the potential it could have if it had been inspired.
On the days you want to write but don’t know what to write, don’t push anything complicated. Write about the chair you’re sitting in. Write about what you had for breakfast. It doesn’t have to be perfect, just something to get yourself writing. But some days, you won’t even want to write about breakfast, and that’s okay too.
But sometimes the job really does need to be pushed along. Motivation is the only thing that overcomes procrastination, not just in writing, but in everything we do in life. You just have to want it enough and you’ll get the job done.
Write a poem inspired by another poem you’ve read.
After Our Greatest Fear
She’ll always deny
the things that push her
She’ll forever tell
herself she’s not
Even when they praise
and tell her nice things,
she claims she doesn’t
believe a word.
On some level,
that they are right.
Her talent is enough.
Heart as pure as gold,
eyes kind and bright.
But she’s afraid to admit
this to anyone
because her heart
won’t seem pure,
and her eyes
won’t look kind.
But he told her
to let her light
because he hates
the way he feels.
And if someone so kind
can’t see her own heart,
how can he expect
to find his own?
How do you overcome writer’s block?
The key isn’t to force your writing. If you find yourself staring at a blank page, walk away and come back. Find inspiration in the world around you. Read a book. Take a walk. Call someone on the phone. You may not find inspiration from a blank page. If you force your writing, it’s not going to come out the way you want to. You have to let a piece write itself.
Most of the time, when I write, I have no idea what I’m going to say. I just start typing and the words just come to me as I go. That’s where my best writing comes from. And if I can’t get the words to come, then I take a break, because I don’t want to say what comes from my head. I want to write what comes from my heart.
What’s a country you’d like to visit?
I would really love to visit Germany, because I want to experience my roots. I love experiencing new cultures and learning about new places. I’m German, so I think it would be really cool to experience that culture in every way. If my family hadn’t left Germany, my life could be completely different. It’d be interesting to see how different it could be.
I have a list of places I’d like to go. I’m a cheesy traveller, that likes to visit historical places, because I love the deep history that makes up our world. We are who we are because of our past, and I think it’s important to see those things and to experience them. That being said, my family came from Germany, which makes that place a part of who I am. I want to travel there and experience my own history.
If you could guest star on any TV show, what would it be and why?
Can it be a show that is no longer running? Because I would definitely pick Once Upon A Time. Not only is it my favorite television show, but the type of a role I’d have to play would be so much more unique than a role in a comedy or something. Who wouldn’t want to be a fairy tale character? The story lines are so unique and entertaining to watch. I can’t imagine how much fun it was to play those roles. I also think the cast would be an interesting group of people to work with. They’re so talented and they seem so kind. It would definitely be a lot of fun.
But if I had to pick a show that is currently running, I’d probably say Fuller House. I grew up loving Full House so much. I know every episode backward and forward. I grew up watching characters like DJ and Stephanie develop into the characters they are on Fuller House, so I think it’d be really cool to step into their universe and interact with those characters. It’d be so fun to be on the set of the house I always wished I could live in. It’d be amazing to meet the cast and see what really happens behind the scenes of the show. My eight-year-old self would have her dreams come true for sure.
Use the last sentence from the nearest book as the inspiration for the first line of your poem.
Her same eyes
her same mouth
open in surprise to see
her long-cherished wish —
His warm embrace
strong in uniform
and tears of gratitude to be
where his heart had never left —
Where quiet nights
filled with noise
and broken hearts were mended
where two plates were set —
To use flat pillows
and wrinkle forgotten sweaters
temporary things that would
soon replaced with goodbye —